January 2010
Everytime there's a new one.
I like to pretend I’m wholesome and good. It never lasts.
Battle for the Sun.
Having a slight bout of flu accompanied by a mild bout of depression. I don’t really like sinking into depressive states but tonight will be an exception, given the fact that I’m as sick as a dog and in no state to do anything but lie around moping.
I’m so confused it’s not even funny. Maybe it’s time to just take a step back and clear my head. Don’t really...
Parties, and friends, (and bullshit).
Realized that I missed my 7 for Art by 1%, so now I’m going to blow $150 to re-mark it. Honestly, the 1 point doesn’t make much of a difference. I just want to be reassured of the fact that my art does not suck and yes, grades do matter. (In this case anyway). I’m dying to shoot again, but my fucked up sleep cycle - yes I’m currently nocturnal, and the fact that I’m...
I'll fall right in to keep you out.
I’d like to tell you all about it. Today, technically - last night, I went for the best concert of my entire life. Despite our shitty seats and the fact that we almost didn’t make it on time due to killer traffic and other casualties, I can unabashedly declare that tonight was something like phenomenal baby. Karen O was nothing short of amazing, she far exceeded any expectations that I...
In a terrible mood right now.
Filled with a lot of irrational hate
Waiting to regain back the feeling in my feet.
I don’t quite understand why I always look forward to clubbing on Saturdays. Regardless of whether I have fun or not when I’m there. It’s become some sort of a weekly ritual.
Sick? Not in the mood? How sacrilegious.
Tonight was moderately fun, the word ‘fun’ isn’t even quite definitive. I’ve been trying to get out of the house as much as possible because...
I wish I could swim with my ipod.
Yesterday was rather anti-climatic. I just couldn’t muster up the energy to really have fun in whatever I did.
But sometimes we all just take solace in the company. You just don’t want to be left alone with your thoughts, the hours are always agonizing and thinking too much can unearth way too many suppressed truths. That’s why even though no one was doing anything or really in...
I find shelter, in this way Under cover, hide away Can you hear, when I say? I have never felt this way
Today was a crazy day.
Finally got my results back. I didn’t do as well as I could have, but the grades weren’t so bad that I needed to kill myself. So fortunately, or unfortunately I am still alive and extremely worried about my future.
Last night was a blur of crazy laughter, cards, more cigarettes than any person who intends to be alive after the age of thirty should ever smoke, beer, alcohol and light...
Didn't quite get drunk to the extent that I...
But I got drunk alright.
